I don't post much, and I never ask for anything.
My mom is dying. She's been on a transplant list for a while now but lungs are a bitch.
I came home a few weeks back when she was admitted and intubated. She stabilized and I came to my home.
I got call this morning that basically she's not going to make it. I'm the eldest child and as such I get to be the one to decide what happens as she doesn't have a living will. She doesn't have a DNR, but I know she wouldn't want to live by machines.
I'm not a religious man, be it that I'm flawed to you guys or not it doesn't matter. The few of you that know me, know my relationship with my family. It's not great, shocker I know.
I'm asking for those of you that believe in a god. I don't care if it's 'god', allah, or Yahweh. I could use some help.
Be it prayers, or positive vibes. She's been sick for a long time, and it has nothing to do with what you think someone would need lungs for.
So despite what you may think of me, I ask that whatever positive you can send my may that you do so.
I don't want to have to be the one to pull the plug. I'm a fairly strong person, and I believe that medicine trumps faith. Right now though I'll take faith, and yes I know, in faith you can't choose it when it suits you. That's not how it works and I know. I just need something before I have to bury my mother.
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