Day 1 of a new chapter in my life

[Tim K]

That's a stupidly hard hand you've been dealt. I wish I had just one word of encouragement that wasn't a cliche.

I will speak to the King of Kings on your behalf and ask Him to assuage your family's grief.

[waxthis]

I'm beyond words. I only hope that if I ever come across a situation like that I will be just as strong. Your one incredible man, your sons are very lucky to have you.

[mbl]

Everyone,

I am truly humbled by these responses. I wrote this post to put my message out there and in someway writing / telling my story helped me feel better. I can not begin to express how appreciative I am of all the offers to help with anything, both in this thread and in PM's I have received.

This is a great group of people here and all the kind word and encouragement means the world to me, even though I have met very few of you face to face.

Tomorrow I start the logistics of the aftermath, first and foremost funeral arraignments.

Thank you again to everyone who read and especially to those who posted a response, it was an incredible gesture and I appreciate the words of support.

[Rooskibar03]

Wow. I know that must have been hard to share. Prayers to you and the family.

For the rest of us, what a way to put our lives into perspective, hug your loved ones a little tighter tonight.

[OtterbatHellcat]

Love for a brother... peace to you and your sons.

I'm here too for ya if I can help you out with anything.

Carolyn sounds like she was an amazing woman, wife and mother. Keep her memory alive for your boys. Celebrate her life but let go of her pain. She's at rest without any pain now. One day, you will be re-united.

Well said, Ginsue...

My prayers for you and your boys, Sir.

[PSS]

Thank you for sharing your grief. I'm sorry for your loss and prayers have been sent. Having lost an 8 year old child I can relate somewhat to your loss. Just want to encourage you that there is love to sustain you even though the loss is so painful. Thankful that you have a strong network and the legacy of your wonderful wife in your boys. In a very real sense she is still with you through them. Stay strong brother.

[Mazin]

So sorry for your loss, God bless you and your family. If there is anything you or your boys need just pm me.

[King]

Praying for you and your family. Im right around the corner so let me know if you need anything

[killianak9]

Thoughts and prayers for you and your family! Please let us know if you need anything at all.

[LeftHandBlack]

Sorry for your loss. Glad you have help from friends and family. Hang in there.