I know it sounds intimidating, but find someone to help you BUILD YOUR OWN! It'll be exactly and do exactly what you want. You'll also learn a ton of useful information on how to upgrade, etc. I built my current computer over a decade ago and it's STILL going strong and will rival anything (within reason) out there that I could buy for three or four times the cost. Just a thought for you. An additional plus is you don't have to have apps installed on the computer that you'll never use but don't know to delete, etc.