
Originally Posted by
mcantar18c
To answer your questions:
Have I ever been in a firefight?
No.
Have I reverted to my training 100% during encounters?
Not 100%. Parts, yes, but not all. But then, I don't see the actual "training moves" as the reason we train. The confidence in yourself and your abilities that training builds is what's important, and IMO its having that confidence that helps you the most.
So, no firefights. However I have been shot at, and after the initial "What the f*ck was that? Kind of sounded like a round whizzing by.... Is this really happening? Oh shit!" I was able to think clearly and do what I had to do (got the hell out of there, using cover and concealment... yes I know the difference... no training in doing so at the time, just seemed like the logical thing to do).
I've been in fights where weapons were drawn on me and handled it well. One of those times was in a brawl at my old business... he had a weapon, a broken bottle in his hand, and I reacted. I elbowed him hard in the trachea, which in theory would have crushed it and cut off the airway, and he went down. It was a good 20 min before the cops and ambulances arrived. Don't know what happened to him, but I don't imagine the odds were in his favor. I don't think he lived, and I have no remorse about this... nor do I see why I should.
I've also drawn weapons in encounters, never initiated though (reactive vs. proactive). 3 times with a gun, 4 with a knife. All but one the presence of a weapon with the clear intent to use it and not showing them fear was enough for them to back down without going further. That one time was with a knife, though I didn't have any training with a blade at the time and don't think I did any unfixable damage. I slashed, he ran away (its mostly stabs that kill, which I didn't know at the time). All the times I've drawn I was strangely calm, my thoughts were clear, and I was sure of my intentions.
This is why I say mindset is the most important thing. Here's how I see it:
If I draw a weapon, I'm going to kill you. If I wasn't going to kill you, I wouldn't have drawn. By drawing my weapon, you're already dead... I've already "killed" you in my mind, all that's left is to go through the motions physically. Having "done it" mentally, the physical part becomes easy. The other part of that is if I saw any other way to stop the situation I wouldn't have drawn, therefore using that weapon is the only way out, and thus I am justified in using it.
If I had the mindset of "Oh shit I just drew a weapon. I don't want to kill this man. Oh crap I may have to kill this man. Can I do it? How will I live with myself? blah blah blah" I don't think I would be able to handle situations the way I have.
Mindset is everything.