there is no way to know what the outcome would have been if only , if only

we know what the outcome was

i know that i will no longer be leaving my weapon at home as i often do. i know how i will change my thoughts and behavior patterns.

denver is often the only place i travel with any regularity that i feel it necessary to carry. living in the mountains you get the luxury of at least feeling safer near home and the community you know.

i wont be going to denver anymore without my CC on me