Glad to hear you made it (and your brother as well). That sort of thing will change you for life.
I was saying on another thread that once you see, feel, and smell death, it is no longer even remotely entertaining to look at pictures of it... And pictures or video won't capture the smell and taste of fear and death.
Sad that people can turn like that - but I believe it. Most Americans just do not understand anything about Islam - they can't believe it could happen here...