This year I've lost a lot... Lost my mom due to cancer. Lost my dog due to either cancer or a heart attack and lost two friends... I'm pretty much over gathering, to greeve at this point. To add onto this I lost another friend who got stabbed to death in wheat ridge like a week ago. I'm honestly not wanting to goto his funeral, and I'm planning on not going for now. I didn't goto his candlelight vigil tonight.

Is it disrespectful to not goto a service? I feel obligated but I feel like I've seen enough death recently being that I was there when my mom passed, dog passed, and two other friends passed...