Death.

[Ashton]

I'm really sorry to hear all of this...

.. I'm really not good at this sh*t...

You've really been through some hard times... but for me, I would go to a service...

Keep your head up and continue to be strong man...

I just honestly feel like once someones dead they're dead. I've watched quite a few people die and they don't come back. Which is why I feel that sitting in chairs listening to stories and shit isn't going to do any good or bring them back which is why I honestly don't wan't to go. In reality you'll remember them for the person they were no matter what. No "service" is going to change that IMHO. I just don't see the point in sitting in a chair with tons of people crying around you. But I'm not quite sure if it's disrespectful.