Isolation makes everything ten times worse for me. Enjoy your kids and make sure they know you love them. This is bar none the toughest holiday season I have seen in my short 27 years on this earth. With my marriage hanging on by a thread, dad diagnosed with cancer, and wondering what my kids may go through if shit goes sout it is started to break me down. Depths I never thought I would reach. But I ain't done fighting yet....backed into a corner but not out of the fight yet. Hang in there man. The lord will test us in ways that may seem sick and twisted, but he gives you the strength to overcome the demons of life.