I am a Christian. I apologize to anyone who has met me that would be surprised by my declaration of faith. I apologize that my faith is not more evident in my observable character.
Disclaimer: I am not a theologian. I speak with no authority except that which is given to me by my experience and creator. My opinion is worth exactly what you paid for it
Christ, while God was also man. Unlike any other man, he is without sin. Being without sin and being God allows his efforts and teaching to be perfect. As a sinful man, all that I do is imperfect and falls short of God's purpose and glory. Anything instituted, organized, managed, run by, or otherwise associated with human beings will always fall short of God's purpose.
I am fearful about a great many things, including the future of our nation and for my children. I do not fear my own death so much as I fear for the consequences that my death would have for my wife and children. I am guilty of spending too much time and attention to the daily concerns of the world. It is another symptom of my sinfulness. I worry about things that I know that God has control over. I don't know what God's plan is and I don't know who God has chosen. I can never truly understand why anything happens the way it does in this life. All analogies break down at some point, but here is the one I will offer: How can an amoeba fully realize all of the implications of everything in the world when it doesn't know how big the world is? How can I fully realize the mind of God and all of his will when I don't know how big it is?
God is my anchor. God is my rock. God is my fortress.
Whatever comes, will come. I pray that I will do my best to represent the God who gives me this life. Regardless of my performance, God loves me and I can do nothing to change that.
I can not tell you why I believe what I believe as I do not believe it is something I had total control over. It is faith, and all that I know is that I believe. I have peace in that knowledge. I wish that I could find a way to give that peace to others, but it is not my peace to give. I pray that everyone can find that peace.
Do I still worry about the stupidity, violence, hate, ignorance, and indifference that surrounds us everyday? Yes! Should I? No. I am a weak and sinful man.
Be safe.