I am a Christian. I apologize to anyone who has met me that would be surprised by my declaration of faith. I apologize that my faith is not more evident in my observable character.
Disclaimer: I am not a theologian. I speak with no authority except that which is given to me by my experience and creator. My opinion is worth exactly what you paid for it [Flower]
Christ, while God was also man. Unlike any other man, he is without sin. Being without sin and being God allows his efforts and teaching to be perfect. As a sinful man, all that I do is imperfect and falls short of God's purpose and glory. Anything instituted, organized, managed, run by, or otherwise associated with human beings will always fall short of God's purpose.
I am fearful about a great many things, including the future of our nation and for my children. I do not fear my own death so much as I fear for the consequences that my death would have for my wife and children. I am guilty of spending too much time and attention to the daily concerns of the world. It is another symptom of my sinfulness. I worry about things that I know that God has control over. I don't know what God's plan is and I don't know who God has chosen. I can never truly understand why anything happens the way it does in this life. All analogies break down at some point, but here is the one I will offer: How can an amoeba fully realize all of the implications of everything in the world when it doesn't know how big the world is? How can I fully realize the mind of God and all of his will when I don't know how big it is?
God is my anchor. God is my rock. God is my fortress.
Whatever comes, will come. I pray that I will do my best to represent the God who gives me this life. Regardless of my performance, God loves me and I can do nothing to change that.
I can not tell you why I believe what I believe as I do not believe it is something I had total control over. It is faith, and all that I know is that I believe. I have peace in that knowledge. I wish that I could find a way to give that peace to others, but it is not my peace to give. I pray that everyone can find that peace.
Do I still worry about the stupidity, violence, hate, ignorance, and indifference that surrounds us everyday? Yes! Should I? No. I am a weak and sinful man.
Be safe.